This is the last post in a series about the exemplary life of Blessed Pope John XXIII, whose feast we celebrated on October 11. Today’s post is on detachment and trust.
John allowed God to carry him through life, just as his father carried him on his shoulders when he was a boy. His motto was “obedience and peace”—he was always conscious about the need to be content following God’s will for him.
John wrote often about the need for detachment and trust in God during his time as a young man in Bulgaria, where he was stationed as a papal ambassador. He didn’t want to go, and called Bulgaria his “cross.”
He wrote: “I’m sincerely ready to stay here until I die, if obedience wants it. I let others waste their time dreaming about what might happen to me. The idea that one would be better off somewhere else is an illusion.”
This attitude was one he carried with him as he called the Vatican II council, when many doubted his ability to carry out such a large task—councils require the coordination of 2,500 bishops. John didn’t let others’ negative opinions hold him back, nor did he let his old age keep him from starting a new project.
John knew he wouldn’t see the end of the council, not to mention its effects in the world. Just a month before opening the council, he was diagnosed with stomach cancer. He died a year later in 1963; the council concluded in 1965.
But as John told his good friend and secretary, “it is an honor just to begin.” He knew that the mission of the Church, that God’s will, was bigger than himself. “If I die, others will come,” he said.
And many have come after, continuing the work that John began. As we celebrate the 50th anniversary of Vatican II, we are reminded of our call to do that in our own ways.
Most saints, or those deemed “blessed” like John, are celebrated on their death day. But we don’t celebrate John on June 3, the day he died. Instead, we remember him on the date of Vatican II’s opening, October 11th.
And I think that’s how John would want it.